It's so sudden that i feel wanna update my blog...maybe it always come to my mind when i need to express my feeling out...
How come everything seem to be change ?
I can't feel it anymore ?
What should i do to win your heart ?
Should i wait for u ?
Should i give up ?
Or maybe we just be friend ?
Let god decide it. I will just let god decide cause i believe that god will let the right person to stay with me. Even i know i might lost you, but what else can i do, i will just support you and accept what ever that gonna happen.
I know is time for me to learn how to tolerate with others, even i know how u going to treat me i also will just pretend don know what's happening. But what i hope that there's someone that can understand and support me.
Should i tell u the truth ?? What will happen after i tell u everything ? Will u listen to me ? I think all gonna be useless cause u will never understand how i feel.
I still remember what did u tell me before u came here. But now I'm going to erase all the sweet memory, cause i believe that is the trick how u treat girl. I really hope we meet before u came here, but everything seem to be happen already. So what can i do is just appreciate what ever i have now and the time we spent together.
I hope one day u will open up your eye and see the truth, but then my heart feel pain when i think the day u realize gonna be too late and i don wan u to get hurt again...i know how much u have been suffer last time, but sometimes i also feel that u still can't forget that girl..hahaha..a bit funny cause so sudden i feel everything become so complicated.
Lastly, darling i really hope that we will get a change to know each other.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
To my love one~~
what if i never knew
what if i never found u...
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be?
I don know how you're found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i know
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny
I wanna some one like you
Some one that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time
But forever is just the word
something i only heard about
but now you always there for me
when you see forever i believe
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my love to have and hold
and as far as could see
from now until eternity
You are always meant to be......
My Destiny...oh....
Maybe all we need
just a little thing
Cause baby i believe
the Love will find the way
Baby you are my Destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my Love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny~~~~
what if i never found u...
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be?
I don know how you're found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i know
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny
I wanna some one like you
Some one that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time
But forever is just the word
something i only heard about
but now you always there for me
when you see forever i believe
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my love to have and hold
and as far as could see
from now until eternity
You are always meant to be......
My Destiny...oh....
Maybe all we need
just a little thing
Cause baby i believe
the Love will find the way
Baby you are my Destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my Love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny~~~~
Friday, October 30, 2009
Sorry...
Sorry...i lie to u....
very sorry that day actually i din go to library actually i'm with Chinda... my car park at uni all the day....i'm very angry with u all and don know how to face u all....i don like to be fake to u all..so i don know how to face u all...really sorry cz i lie to u all..i don know whether u care or not just wanna say sorry that's all....i'm very understand how is the feeling of been lie...if u don know why m i angry..fine...let it be past..i don wan to talk about it already....so far i really understand u all edy.... all is my mistake........this won be happen anymore..what i can say just i'm too stupid.........
very sorry that day actually i din go to library actually i'm with Chinda... my car park at uni all the day....i'm very angry with u all and don know how to face u all....i don like to be fake to u all..so i don know how to face u all...really sorry cz i lie to u all..i don know whether u care or not just wanna say sorry that's all....i'm very understand how is the feeling of been lie...if u don know why m i angry..fine...let it be past..i don wan to talk about it already....so far i really understand u all edy.... all is my mistake........this won be happen anymore..what i can say just i'm too stupid.........
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Element of Water~~
Water
The Element Water
Water is emotion.
It feels, it dreams, it nurtures the heart.
It refreshes, it cools, it is wet, fluid, heavy and mysterious,taking the shape of whatever contains it.
Water is the food of life, and essential for life, for all things arose from the sea. It quenches the thirst of the earth made barren by fire and air.
Water is serenity. It is blue, clear and passive, yet seeps through the cracks of our defenses. It flows with our mood, and cannot be held, for it slips through the hands. It is the swift current of a brooding storm, the heavy foam riding rough on the tides of the ocean. It can erode and drown.
Yet too it is the gentleness of ripples on a crystal pool.It moves, it ebbs, it flows, it cleanses, it soothes.
It is the brilliance of the Holy Grail, held high and overflowing with love, or suddenly upturned to suffocate with tears. It is the cry of joy or the sob of heartbreak.
"Tread carefully with your heart, for you dare to tread on Water"
Water is dusk – the sun, shaded in the west and the silver, liquid moon climbing slowly to claim a darkening sky of shadows.
It is autumn – the trembling of the leaves as the summer mood passes.
Water is Maturity , the Sister of Feeling. It changes. It adapts.
It is the jaded blue of depression, and the subtle, passive hue of contentment. It is our astral being. It shapes our thoughts, yet thoughts can shape it. It is tossed and inspired by the winds of air, absorbed in the fullness of earth, yet in storm it threatens to drown the Spirit, the energy, the desire for life.
For it spits in the face of fire.
Only water can bring the sanctity of true love, the balance of harmony. It is deceptive, subtle and elusive. It has force and power, rhythm and cycle, charity and compassion. It is the hazy mirror of the subconscious instincts of our past, and our conscious needs for the future.
Water is the secret murmur of our heart, and the gentle reflection of the Spirit in manifestation.
Water within us
Emotions are strange and unaccountable just like water. They "rise up" within us, often unbidden, take no account of reason or thought and, without control, can lead us into trauma and confusion.
Many times a person will say "I know the logic of it, but in reality it is a different matter". When we are hurt we often cry. When we are happy we often cry, and unless we can contain our emotions, we can swamp ourselves and others with our tears.
Water itself needs to be contained if it is not to run unchecked and wasted.
Watch the movement of water as it cascades, crystal and clear over the rocks of a waterfall, then compare it with the limpid stillness of a glade side pool, and how both these things may be expressed within your own nature.Run water from a tap and feel its coolness slipping through your fingers, then see if you can pick it up in your hands.
Imagine what would happen if a dam broke its walls, or the rivers dried up and the monsoon never came.
All this can be compared with the feelings within us, tranquil and gentle as the stillness of a pool, or raging and as uncontrolled as the mighty rollers of a storm tossed sea.
Water is the great purifier, it cleanses and washes away disorder and dirt, just as the higher emotion of love can cleanse and revitalise our inner being.
Water is not light and bright like Air, for that is flirtation, and it is not the heat of Fire, for that is desire.
It is soft, limpid,malleable, and can easily be contained or overturned by the touch of love. Thoughts can ripple the waves of water, or whip it up into a storm.
Our Spirit of enthusiasm can be severely dampened by uncontained emotion, but Earth and the stability within us is revived and enriched by the cool and gentle refreshment of rain.
How emotional are you? Can you contain your feelings so they enrich your nature, and nourish and revive those around you? Or are you over reactive, quick to take insult, or maybe immobilized by irrational fears? What do joy and sorrow mean to you?
Dare you let yourself really love?
When you have lost your way
Walk out along the seashore, swim in a limpid pool, or take a shower and feel it flushing away your troubles.
It is cleansing and restful.
Relax, and imagine the joy of being able to allow your feelings to flow through you unrestricted by fear.
Nobody can really have your love unless you truely love yourself.
Water is about tranquility, gentleness and compassion, the blossoming of an open heart.
Water is emotion.
It feels, it dreams, it nurtures the heart.
It refreshes, it cools, it is wet, fluid, heavy and mysterious,taking the shape of whatever contains it.
Water is the food of life, and essential for life, for all things arose from the sea. It quenches the thirst of the earth made barren by fire and air.
Water is serenity. It is blue, clear and passive, yet seeps through the cracks of our defenses. It flows with our mood, and cannot be held, for it slips through the hands. It is the swift current of a brooding storm, the heavy foam riding rough on the tides of the ocean. It can erode and drown.
Yet too it is the gentleness of ripples on a crystal pool.It moves, it ebbs, it flows, it cleanses, it soothes.
It is the brilliance of the Holy Grail, held high and overflowing with love, or suddenly upturned to suffocate with tears. It is the cry of joy or the sob of heartbreak.
"Tread carefully with your heart, for you dare to tread on Water"
Water is dusk – the sun, shaded in the west and the silver, liquid moon climbing slowly to claim a darkening sky of shadows.
It is autumn – the trembling of the leaves as the summer mood passes.
Water is Maturity , the Sister of Feeling. It changes. It adapts.
It is the jaded blue of depression, and the subtle, passive hue of contentment. It is our astral being. It shapes our thoughts, yet thoughts can shape it. It is tossed and inspired by the winds of air, absorbed in the fullness of earth, yet in storm it threatens to drown the Spirit, the energy, the desire for life.
For it spits in the face of fire.
Only water can bring the sanctity of true love, the balance of harmony. It is deceptive, subtle and elusive. It has force and power, rhythm and cycle, charity and compassion. It is the hazy mirror of the subconscious instincts of our past, and our conscious needs for the future.
Water is the secret murmur of our heart, and the gentle reflection of the Spirit in manifestation.
Water within us
Emotions are strange and unaccountable just like water. They "rise up" within us, often unbidden, take no account of reason or thought and, without control, can lead us into trauma and confusion.
Many times a person will say "I know the logic of it, but in reality it is a different matter". When we are hurt we often cry. When we are happy we often cry, and unless we can contain our emotions, we can swamp ourselves and others with our tears.
Water itself needs to be contained if it is not to run unchecked and wasted.
Watch the movement of water as it cascades, crystal and clear over the rocks of a waterfall, then compare it with the limpid stillness of a glade side pool, and how both these things may be expressed within your own nature.Run water from a tap and feel its coolness slipping through your fingers, then see if you can pick it up in your hands.
Imagine what would happen if a dam broke its walls, or the rivers dried up and the monsoon never came.
All this can be compared with the feelings within us, tranquil and gentle as the stillness of a pool, or raging and as uncontrolled as the mighty rollers of a storm tossed sea.
Water is the great purifier, it cleanses and washes away disorder and dirt, just as the higher emotion of love can cleanse and revitalise our inner being.
Water is not light and bright like Air, for that is flirtation, and it is not the heat of Fire, for that is desire.
It is soft, limpid,malleable, and can easily be contained or overturned by the touch of love. Thoughts can ripple the waves of water, or whip it up into a storm.
Our Spirit of enthusiasm can be severely dampened by uncontained emotion, but Earth and the stability within us is revived and enriched by the cool and gentle refreshment of rain.
How emotional are you? Can you contain your feelings so they enrich your nature, and nourish and revive those around you? Or are you over reactive, quick to take insult, or maybe immobilized by irrational fears? What do joy and sorrow mean to you?
Dare you let yourself really love?
When you have lost your way
Walk out along the seashore, swim in a limpid pool, or take a shower and feel it flushing away your troubles.
It is cleansing and restful.
Relax, and imagine the joy of being able to allow your feelings to flow through you unrestricted by fear.
Nobody can really have your love unless you truely love yourself.
Water is about tranquility, gentleness and compassion, the blossoming of an open heart.
It is about love, and above all the love of giving for its' own sake, and without conditions.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Money Money Money.....
Without money u can't live in this world.........i really don know why ??? i hate the life without money....everyday i suffer because of it..........now a day we have scientist to create new thing why don they create a world that live without money..........our life will be longer without the maony matter.........i have so many dept with my friends........after some incidents happen....maybe this is a lesson from god to punish me because i always waste my parents money...but did i ?? Or god wan me to become more stronger as i'm growing to face the reality of the world..........haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~When only i can paid all the dept ?? huh~~~~~~ i think every night until i hate myself........to all my friends please forgive me if i count everything even a single cent cause i really suffer with the life now.....i wan to earn money.....spent my own money...
**To my highest god, to night i pray to you to get bless from u...
I hope my family and friends always stay healthy and happy
I hope everything smooth in my study ( get more more inspiration on it)
I hope i can find out a way to earn part time income for myself...
I hope my daddy business will improve so he can give me tips..hahaha
I hope i can settle my dept as soon as possible b4 i when back my hometown
I hope i will meet my future man.
**To my highest god, to night i pray to you to get bless from u...
I hope my family and friends always stay healthy and happy
I hope everything smooth in my study ( get more more inspiration on it)
I hope i can find out a way to earn part time income for myself...
I hope my daddy business will improve so he can give me tips..hahaha
I hope i can settle my dept as soon as possible b4 i when back my hometown
I hope i will meet my future man.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Photos is here~~~~
yuhuu~~~arrive Sentosa Island
Lianhwa and Yvonne...
The Merlion
OMG see my eye.....huhuhuhuhuhuu......
beaches~~~~
yo~~time for racing
prepare..ready and go>>>>>>
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