OMG what had happen to me...y so sudden i think of that, it's makes me feel so scare. I hope tomorrow i won see him in campus. Pray Pray Pray...still not the right time to meet you. Please don let me meet u. Huh~~
What should i do if i meet u ? Should i say Hi ? Or should i just act normal or just run away ?? Haihz.. y m i so stupid le... Pretend !!!! JUST PRETEND.
I know i can do it.....
Don't be scare Lian Hwa...u still have so many friend with u. Everything will be alright....
Everyone have their own priority. Just respect the decision. The only thing now is don think of him anymore concern more on your own work. Work Work Work...then u will forget everything. Argh.....still the same shit, ones i think tonight i'm going to be alone i will start thinking again.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Good Bye...
So sorry i gonna quit here. I can't stand all this anymore. Congrats u found your soul mate and i do wish u all the best.
YES !! Finally i saw it. Is time to forget u...
Good Bye !!!!
YES !! Finally i saw it. Is time to forget u...
Good Bye !!!!
love is hurt instead of sweet
Is this call Love ?? cause it's always hurt my feeling, i don know why it's always like that, shouldn't it to be sweet and full of happiness ?? how come it doesn't come to me. why should i learn it in this way.
I think people around us is getting more clearer. I also start to feel scare cause it's like i'm going to lose, what should i do ?? can i face it ?? Getting more and more question mark in my mind.
Will time really prove something ? I don dare to take the risk. How come i will become such a useless person. Even this morning i know some one is trying to tell me something but i try to ignore his question and i don wan to face it.
Anyway, i will try to respect what ever decision that u made, and i will try to disappear from all of u..i know is stupid but what i does is to protect myself of getting been hurt. I'm so sorry.
Ng Lian Hwa !!!! Fighting u can do it !!
I think people around us is getting more clearer. I also start to feel scare cause it's like i'm going to lose, what should i do ?? can i face it ?? Getting more and more question mark in my mind.
Will time really prove something ? I don dare to take the risk. How come i will become such a useless person. Even this morning i know some one is trying to tell me something but i try to ignore his question and i don wan to face it.
Anyway, i will try to respect what ever decision that u made, and i will try to disappear from all of u..i know is stupid but what i does is to protect myself of getting been hurt. I'm so sorry.
Ng Lian Hwa !!!! Fighting u can do it !!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Can i win ur heart ♥ ♥ ♥
It's so sudden that i feel wanna update my blog...maybe it always come to my mind when i need to express my feeling out...
How come everything seem to be change ?
I can't feel it anymore ?
What should i do to win your heart ?
Should i wait for u ?
Should i give up ?
Or maybe we just be friend ?
Let god decide it. I will just let god decide cause i believe that god will let the right person to stay with me. Even i know i might lost you, but what else can i do, i will just support you and accept what ever that gonna happen.
I know is time for me to learn how to tolerate with others, even i know how u going to treat me i also will just pretend don know what's happening. But what i hope that there's someone that can understand and support me.
Should i tell u the truth ?? What will happen after i tell u everything ? Will u listen to me ? I think all gonna be useless cause u will never understand how i feel.
I still remember what did u tell me before u came here. But now I'm going to erase all the sweet memory, cause i believe that is the trick how u treat girl. I really hope we meet before u came here, but everything seem to be happen already. So what can i do is just appreciate what ever i have now and the time we spent together.
I hope one day u will open up your eye and see the truth, but then my heart feel pain when i think the day u realize gonna be too late and i don wan u to get hurt again...i know how much u have been suffer last time, but sometimes i also feel that u still can't forget that girl..hahaha..a bit funny cause so sudden i feel everything become so complicated.
Lastly, darling i really hope that we will get a change to know each other.
How come everything seem to be change ?
I can't feel it anymore ?
What should i do to win your heart ?
Should i wait for u ?
Should i give up ?
Or maybe we just be friend ?
Let god decide it. I will just let god decide cause i believe that god will let the right person to stay with me. Even i know i might lost you, but what else can i do, i will just support you and accept what ever that gonna happen.
I know is time for me to learn how to tolerate with others, even i know how u going to treat me i also will just pretend don know what's happening. But what i hope that there's someone that can understand and support me.
Should i tell u the truth ?? What will happen after i tell u everything ? Will u listen to me ? I think all gonna be useless cause u will never understand how i feel.
I still remember what did u tell me before u came here. But now I'm going to erase all the sweet memory, cause i believe that is the trick how u treat girl. I really hope we meet before u came here, but everything seem to be happen already. So what can i do is just appreciate what ever i have now and the time we spent together.
I hope one day u will open up your eye and see the truth, but then my heart feel pain when i think the day u realize gonna be too late and i don wan u to get hurt again...i know how much u have been suffer last time, but sometimes i also feel that u still can't forget that girl..hahaha..a bit funny cause so sudden i feel everything become so complicated.
Lastly, darling i really hope that we will get a change to know each other.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
To my love one~~
what if i never knew
what if i never found u...
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be?
I don know how you're found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i know
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny
I wanna some one like you
Some one that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time
But forever is just the word
something i only heard about
but now you always there for me
when you see forever i believe
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my love to have and hold
and as far as could see
from now until eternity
You are always meant to be......
My Destiny...oh....
Maybe all we need
just a little thing
Cause baby i believe
the Love will find the way
Baby you are my Destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my Love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny~~~~
what if i never found u...
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be?
I don know how you're found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i know
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny
I wanna some one like you
Some one that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time
But forever is just the word
something i only heard about
but now you always there for me
when you see forever i believe
Baby you are my destiny
You and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my love to have and hold
and as far as could see
from now until eternity
You are always meant to be......
My Destiny...oh....
Maybe all we need
just a little thing
Cause baby i believe
the Love will find the way
Baby you are my Destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I 'll give my Love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
You are always meant to be
My Destiny~~~~
Friday, October 30, 2009
Sorry...
Sorry...i lie to u....
very sorry that day actually i din go to library actually i'm with Chinda... my car park at uni all the day....i'm very angry with u all and don know how to face u all....i don like to be fake to u all..so i don know how to face u all...really sorry cz i lie to u all..i don know whether u care or not just wanna say sorry that's all....i'm very understand how is the feeling of been lie...if u don know why m i angry..fine...let it be past..i don wan to talk about it already....so far i really understand u all edy.... all is my mistake........this won be happen anymore..what i can say just i'm too stupid.........
very sorry that day actually i din go to library actually i'm with Chinda... my car park at uni all the day....i'm very angry with u all and don know how to face u all....i don like to be fake to u all..so i don know how to face u all...really sorry cz i lie to u all..i don know whether u care or not just wanna say sorry that's all....i'm very understand how is the feeling of been lie...if u don know why m i angry..fine...let it be past..i don wan to talk about it already....so far i really understand u all edy.... all is my mistake........this won be happen anymore..what i can say just i'm too stupid.........
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